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Photobucket TASHA NADIA YAP
AKA AHSAT
cheerful.turned 1 year older on 14/07/91. A student that loves dancing and singing. Musically Inclinedd. i have the world bet family members & i freaking LOVE them.I have the bestest friends & Love them. People can see me as stubborn. too busy having fun to care.very irritating,loved to be loved.
Guitarist & Drummers effing hot
Food, ice creams & Chocolates make my heavenly
3Ds Drink, Drunk & Drama
PEEING IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH :D

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Monday, February 8, 2010, 8:34 PM

reading the economics article is making me sleepy~~~~
shall go to sleep now. SO SLEEPY! and its not even 9pm.
I HAVEN FINISH STUDYING!
):




Saturday, February 6, 2010, 10:01 PM



loving the bingeul bungeul dance ^^




4:25 PM

i dunnoe why. but my tears are uncontrollable now.




really
special thanks to my friends(:




3:55 PM

hey. im really very troubled right now.
was studying half way till daddy came into the room.
he told me that syarfa mum talked to him about him being hospitalised
fish man!
im not suppose to know anything. I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO KNOW!
and now.
............
i was alright. not thinking about anything bad. but this has to happen.
i didnt know how to react. i almost cried.
i kept pestering mummy for dad's illness.
but she wouldnt say,
she would only tell me after i have finish my exams.
confirm it is something serious.
where is the mood to study now!?!??!


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



and now im suffering all over again~!
how i wish i could turn back time.
how am i suppose to act normally in front of him now?
next time.
can what i post here just STAYS HERE?!




ARGHHHH!

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12:00 AM

problems after problems.
irritating you know~
rumors?
ASSHOLES.
why am i even getting pissed by rumors.
who cares anyway.
most to most people will think that way.
then
thats that.




Friday, February 5, 2010, 8:14 PM


I found 5 bottles of bird nest in the kitchen!!!!
hahahaha
first time seeing one.
anw. daddy is back home.
still coughing like i dunnoe whose business
and I STILL DONT KNOW WHATS GOING ON ):

still im happy yet sad.
wad should i do?

3 MORE DAYS TO EXAM.
AND I HAVEN STARTED STUDYING):


thanks for the care and concern my dear friends
much appreciated:D
im fine(:
THIS SUCKS




Thursday, February 4, 2010, 3:04 PM


I think too much when im alone.
im sure you're alright??



HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY NIDA!
GOD BLESS YOU<3




no matter what happens. life still has to go on.
SMILE TASHA! EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY(:



actually i rather not know.
but tonight.
will be the night for questions.








Wednesday, February 3, 2010, 9:24 PM


sometimes i wonder why do i even bother when all you do it PISS ME OFF~!
ASSHOLE!
my heart cant calm down right now. i need to kill someone right now~!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
~!@#$%@!$#%^*&^%$#@#!$#@%^&%@#$!~#


i feel like locking the door.
that way
YOU WILL BE SLEEPING OUTSIDE TONIGHT!
F-OFF!






can i scream now?




5:13 PM

Hoping it will all go away!

TB? cancer? what is it then? no one is telling me anything at all!
HOping for the best.

been controlling my tears for too long. wonder how long will i be able to hold it all in.
troy was talking to me just now. i smiled all the way making out conclusion of the illness.
but still, he wouldnt tell me, ):
THIS SUCKS!

will they only tell me after i have completed all my exams??

ARGGHHHHH~!




Tuesday, February 2, 2010, 11:45 PM

Cant wait for the next episode~
SO AWESOME!
KWONNIEEEEEE~


2PM isnt making my day any better. been viewing a number of 2PM's photos and.
jay isnt there! so not complete.


2AM is making my day (:
been listening to my 2AM playlist since morning till home. with cuts in between. even tried to do econs calculations while listening to it.
DAEBAK~!
i dont get tired of their new album at all. i find its really nice.






11:29 PM


something is definitely wrong today! But i dont know what.
it has been a moody day so far for me. my mood swings normally when im at home.
im just so annoyed. i mean, DONT ORDER ME TO DO SOMETHING WHICH I DONT WANT TO DO!
everything was fine till i got home. aunty just pissed me off. it wasnt suppose to be like this. i just feel so troubled by the fact exams are next week. but when i go home, aunty asked me to call daddy to ask for his location, because she said he was suppose to go for blood test today and he brought a bag w/ his clothes too. having a thought that he would possibly be admitted in hospital.
but i just didnt want to know anything.
not because i was heartless. but because if he was to be admitted in, he WILL tell me. unless of cause he dont want me to know.
i cant control how i feel now. T.T
so i teared and slept.
woke up and mummy said she will be coming over because daddy is in malaysia. something was fishy. so troy called daddy's phone.
MALAYSIA MY ASS! his phone didnt ring like he was in Malaysia. unless of cause the ringing is all different now.
mummy is home now. so i didnt really asked her about daddy, tho i really wanted to. i started with a simple question :"are you working tmr?"
she said : "no, but im going out to visit my friend in the hospital"
is it daddy? i wonder
if it is. the why don't u tell us? having this thought is really ):
well. what can i do .
if it really is him. he probably didn't want us to worry anyway.
but aunty just really pissed me off.
HE DON'T WANNA TELL ME, SO BACK OFF~!




god bless daddy~



shit!
i don't have to mood to study, really. all i wanna do is watch videos and sleep.
I NEED TO STUDY!
SOMEONE GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION PLEASE!




a job during holidays?
i would definitely want one , thank you(:



SMILE TASHA NADIA YAP~
it seems like i'm starting to like the name nadia. (:
oh well(:

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Sunday, January 31, 2010, 3:57 PM


BBQ YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME!

oh how i love BBQs
shall organise one, one day.
hehehehe



there is a small test tmr. still i need to pass. if not i have to retake the whole gems
how frustrating.
exams are in week time and i haven even started studying
plus i skipped school last week.
i getting even lazier
......................
TASHA JIAYOU~!