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shall go to sleep now. SO SLEEPY! and its not even 9pm.

I HAVEN FINISH STUDYING!

):

i dunnoe why. but my tears are uncontrollable now.

really

special thanks to my friends(:

was studying half way till daddy came into the room.

he told me that syarfa mum talked to him about him being hospitalised

fish man!

im not suppose to know anything. I AM NOT SUPPOSE TO KNOW!

and now.

............

i was alright. not thinking about anything bad. but this has to happen.

i didnt know how to react. i almost cried.

i kept pestering mummy for dad's illness.

but she wouldnt say,

she would only tell me after i have finish my exams.

confirm it is something serious.

where is the mood to study now!?!??!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and now im suffering all over again~!

how i wish i could turn back time.

how am i suppose to act normally in front of him now?

next time.

can what i post here just STAYS HERE?!

ARGHHHH!

problems after problems.

irritating you know~

rumors?

ASSHOLES.

why am i even getting pissed by rumors.

who cares anyway.

most to most people will think that way.

then

thats that.

I found 5 bottles of bird nest in the kitchen!!!!

still im happy yet sad.

wad should i do?

im sure you're alright??

no matter what happens. life still has to go on.

ASSHOLE!

my heart cant calm down right now. i need to kill someone right now~!

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

~!@#$%@!$#%^*&^%$#@#!$#@%^&%@#$!~#

i feel like locking the door.

that way

YOU WILL BE SLEEPING OUTSIDE TONIGHT!

F-OFF!

can i scream now?

TB? cancer? what is it then? no one is telling me anything at all!

HOping for the best.

been controlling my tears for too long. wonder how long will i be able to hold it all in.

troy was talking to me just now. i smiled all the way making out conclusion of the illness.

but still, he wouldnt tell me, ):

THIS SUCKS!

will they only tell me after i have completed all my exams??

ARGGHHHHH~!

SO AWESOME!

KWONNIEEEEEE~

it has been a moody day so far for me. my mood swings normally when im at home.

im just so annoyed. i mean, DONT ORDER ME TO DO SOMETHING WHICH I DONT WANT TO DO!

everything was fine till i got home. aunty just pissed me off. it wasnt suppose to be like this. i just feel so troubled by the fact exams are next week. but when i go home, aunty asked me to call daddy to ask for his location, because she said he was suppose to go for blood test today and he brought a bag w/ his clothes too. having a thought that he would possibly be admitted in hospital.

but i just didnt want to know anything.

not because i was heartless. but because if he was to be admitted in, he WILL tell me. unless of cause he dont want me to know.

i cant control how i feel now. T.T

so i teared and slept.

woke up and mummy said she will be coming over because daddy is in malaysia. something was fishy. so troy called daddy's phone.

MALAYSIA MY ASS! his phone didnt ring like he was in Malaysia. unless of cause the ringing is all different now.

mummy is home now. so i didnt really asked her about daddy, tho i really wanted to. i started with a simple question :"are you working tmr?"

she said : "no, but im going out to visit my friend in the hospital"

is it daddy? i wonder

if it is. the why don't u tell us? having this thought is really ):

well. what can i do .

if it really is him. he probably didn't want us to worry anyway.

but aunty just really pissed me off.

HE DON'T WANNA TELL ME, SO BACK OFF~!

god bless daddy~

shit!

i don't have to mood to study, really. all i wanna do is watch videos and sleep.

I NEED TO STUDY!

SOMEONE GIVE ME THE MOTIVATION PLEASE!

a job during holidays?

i would definitely want one , thank you(:

SMILE TASHA NADIA YAP~

it seems like i'm starting to like the name nadia. (:

oh well(:

BBQ YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME!

oh how i love BBQs

shall organise one, one day.

hehehehe

there is a small test tmr. still i need to pass. if not i have to retake the whole gems

how frustrating.

exams are in week time and i haven even started studying

plus i skipped school last week.

i getting even lazier

......................

TASHA JIAYOU~!